ive been rottin. rottin at home all day long. i was supposingly to be outside - to baybeats, happening @ esplanade. damn i didnt go. at first i was anxious and excited to go despite my condition. but den, when dis aftern chatted with azni and told her i'll be gettin out, arfah den forbids me to. but somehow later den she said if i wanted to, i can juz go. but it was den im in the position to go or not to go. and so ive decided not to. i started to feel lazy and like, ma room has to be tidy up. really. ma room looks like it juz have been rob or smtg. hahaha. damn. it's in mess. total shit. had tidied it up oredi now. b4 i get to work on it, i took a nap for some time. i had a dream. and its bout arfah, again. in the dream, somehow i cud feel her touch and all seh. haiz. seems like i really does missin her huh. . .

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to someone who loves green colour, nick as kingkong, and hates chocolates, juz wana say i have faith in you. somehow, i know one day you two will be together. juz go for it. it'll be great for you both to be together, i can tell. yea, good luck on dat. . .

to ma one and only, dear darling, cute arfah, i miz you too. really. and i cant wait for us to be meetin again some time. monday is it the time we're really meetin? you sure? coz i dun think i wud wana disturb you havin ur 'date'. . . *ahaks*. k. im kiddin. if its a date, i'll. . . . . you know wat i'll do...

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kk, ppl! guess wat, ma 'dad' juz gave me a letter. and you know who is it from? the Ministry Of Defence! damn! its bout National Service. haiya. im only 16 and i got the letter oredi?? haiz. i duno why but somehow im trembling. hah. so hey guys, tell me bout it if you guys/gays too have got the letter aite...

there's nothing else for me to say anymore i supposed. so takin the care ah. . .

-out-

.:Fadhli<30>Arfah:.

-*holdin on strong forever*-