ive never wrote a proper entry since the last one.
so here's one.




hello.




my name is muhammad nizam fadhli.
you can call me nizam or fadhli but dont call me muhammad.
someone behind or beside me would thought you're callin him.
i was born on 20th January in the year of 1989.
that makes me the 2nd child in my family.
i have an elder sister and a younger brother.
i stand 1.77m tall in height and 75kg for my weight.
does that makes me fat by actual means?




hah.
who cares.




i used to live in woodlands and i love the environment there more than sengkang.
oh yes.
for about 3years already ive been livin in sengkang,
that would be the northern-east part in the singapore map.
my apartment block number is 192C and it's on the 5th storey.
the number of my door unit may be similar to your last three digit mobile phone number.
go find it.
now, care to send a delivery dude with pizzas in his hands to my crib?




hah.
who cares.




ive graduated from ITE MacPherson during last year's spring time.
and instead of slackin around at home durin the ''honeymoon'', i work my ass off in sentosa.
the place where ive been workin for 4months plus already now.
my initial workplace was in Merlion but ive been transferred to Fort Siloso then.
quite such a bummer.
and scary.

Fort Siloso.

yes.








FORT SILOSO!








the freakin exact place where the war took place.
the freakin 1942-1945 war.
the freakin japanese occupation moments.
the freakin place when it was once named, Pulau Blakang Mati.
and that's would be the Island Beyond Dead in malay.








beyond dead.








ghost?








right.








tell you guys something.







date : 14th March 2008
time : 1642hrs
place : Fort Siloso (Quartermaster - storeroom)


i was told to count the stocks in the storeroom. and so i went in and i was ... alone.
though i never had any thought of "IT", i dont know why the hair on my arms raised as i closed the door behind me. i just have it in mind that it was because of the cold weather. as everything was quiet, too quiet in fact, the only noise i can hear distinctively was the way i breathe and the click sound when i pressed the pen.


hmm.


i went on countin.





...1...2.....3.......4...err...5..





then two out of five boxes of the stocks are done countin.
suddenly something caught my attention.






the sound of footsteps.





too many footsteps, matter of fact.
it was like as though there was an army marchin on.
the footsteps were gettin louder and louder as if they were comin closer to me.





my heart was poundin.





i began to be terrified. just as i was turnin my head for the door, the doorknob turned as well.
the door opened and i wasnt ready for anything to happen.
i said my prayers in heart.








thank god,

it was my colleague.







cibai~
bloody hell.







i thought im gonna shit in my pants.
but for the love of god, i didnt.





ok that's enough for that shit.





so currently, ive been transferred (again -o-) to Oscar&Co now.
that would be near the so-called new attraction in sentosa, goddamn it!
geeeezzz!
well,

the name of it...





''Songs Of The Sea''





yeah.
songs of the sea.
in the sea, there's a song. then boom!
Songs Of The Sea was born!







crap?
you tell me.





anyway, bout NS......
*drum rolls*
DEFERRED!
yeah.





deferred.
hah.





so...
I, muhd nizam fadhli, is currently still a student.
Takin Higher Nitec in Electronics Engineerin.
A 2-years course that simply seems like 222222222222222years.
yeah.
and it's wayyyyy different than the life in my Nitec years..
well, welcome to HIGHER nitec to me.
pfft!





and so,
new friends were made, new alliance were made too.
like, wtf?
it has only been 6weeks of school and things aint really goin on as what ive expected.
one word to sum up everything.





it sucks big time!





ok, that's four.
i completely dont understand what's the meanin of havin new friends but you'll keep on talkin about each other behind their backs.
hypocrites? you decide.



sometimes i wanna be neutral but...
well, pakcik pun tak tahu la nak....







it's all started with this irritatin so-called "japanese" bugger shit.

let me tell you a story.
let's name her, "Haniko".
yes, its a SHE.





hah.
=)





Haniko was a sore loser, daughter of a World War II veteran.
since that remorseful moments of the japanese occupation,
women lost their husbands.
childrens lost their fathers.
so upon growin up, Haniko has been livin with all kinds of a female lifestyle.
Haniko has never met any guy in her whole life as she was a little baby back then.



until the day she had tears of joy upon the approval of undertakin higher nitec,
she was lookin forward for it as the directions of the wind started to change in her life.



days passed, school started.
Haniko was anxious as she step into the school.
she couldnt believe her eyes of what she was seein was all around her.





Males.







just as she got to know where her class were, she started to scan around for hot lookin ones.
and then, blah3, she goes for it.



fuh! this girl kaysiow one.



Haniko was so desperate, she even goes for guys who is havin a relationship goin on. i dont know what she's thinkin but that's dangerous. jeopardisin things and shits. so anyway, to Haniko herself, she thought she have a competitor.



let's name her, "Smacky".

Smacky aint got to do with anything with this bullshits but apparently, Smacky seems to be much more closer to the guys than Haniko does.
Haniko was filled with rage and envy.



kental~



Haniko started to come up with such bullshits that Smacky is havin an affair with some of the guys. that is sooooo not true. Smacky was bein accused with so many stuffs. blah3, Haniko then made an alliance with the rest of the girls. and that is just so super secondary school thing.
crazy bitch? you tell me.





up until now, things has been not good with the malays.
and i cant understand why.
i see groups in our own same blood.
and as days pass by, the numbers of people in the group is decreasin.
why people?
why?





why cant we just get along with each other?
hmmm.
well, that's just life.
and im runnin in this kind of life.
that's just so sucky.





anyway...
i know it has been ages since the last update.
aint havin the ample time to even sit infront of the comp.
havin a test this friday and im freakin out a bit.





besides school and work, AF's life is still standin strong.
today marks the 41st month.
yay! congrats to us!
i hope things between us will still blossom each day!
i love you, always and forever!
woooohooo!













well, i guess that's all for now.
thank you for waitin.
this entry worth the patience?
you decide.





*to ridzwan ramle, good luck for your TP tmw bro! best wishes!!!





love.
and you'll always be my sunshine, arfah...

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