Thursday, July 14, 2005
rite...
its sucky. im sucky. i feel sucky. really. in school today, i spent most of the times keepin ma mouth shut. i cudnt speak. i didnt even have the mood to really talk to a person. i was moody somehow. many of ma classmates came up to me and askin me wats wif me. i juz kept maself quiet. its really dat i duno wats wif me. like, its a sudden im in no mood to even look at someone.
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time passed and so school ended. i went to fafa, din, sai and all to apologise for which i hadnt been maself and im forgiven. went to wgs den. how much ma emotions gettin into me, to be meetin wif arfah is still like a must. i have to see her. i wanna see her. and so i did. somehow, i smiled. and dat happened juz when its the sight of her. i was a lil happy den. but still ive got no mood. we den went to watched a movie which we had planned since last week. and so, its Fantastic Four. it's really fantastic. i was enlightened den when i started to be cuddlin her durin the movie. so, guess im ok now. somehow, she has made me happy. and i thank you for dat, arfah. . .
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i duno why, but i feel like im such an ass today. the part when i was moody in the theatre, i know i wud be ruinin the moments im spendin with her. i will spoil her day and fun, sort of. i know i cant be moody all the way so i juz makes it an enjoyable one as possible. but i dont know if i did.
hope so. . .
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somehow, i feel like i dont even know wat im sayin above. do you all undastan? maybe im juz still crappin ard again. haiz. . .
im out. takin the care ah. . .
~arfah, i love you. i really do...
.:Fadhli<30>Arfah:.
-*holdin on strong forever*-
1:03 PM
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