well. im still pissed. can't help it. dat was ma favourite shoe of all. damn it. why muz dis happen? 169 bucks juz gone like a snap of fingers. rite. buyin new one soon. haiz. . .

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had oral today. it was . . . ok, i guess. i was crappin frankly. i blurted out many things dat was quite mepek. i juz do it of wat ma mind was speakin. cant be blame. i was real nervous. i was real numb. and like, i was like the-last-of-the-last-guy ever to leave ma school hall. i was alone. dats why i was so tensed. damn. sayin out prayers many times. haiz. hope i did well. and after oral, met hernie outside school. she had her mock exam. like, somehow, i cud juz talk to her. no heavy words. no nothing. i juz talk. hah. rite. we chat for some time. den, arrivin at int, i alighted the bus. arfah suddenly came into ma mind so i called her juz to ask where cud she be. thought she's home but found out later she's bein at swensens with her frens havin some ice cream. i was glad coz, i'll be able to see her! ma LUCK. so, we did see each other. rite. . .

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sat down with her for some time. and ahem2. and i was sick ah. damn. i hate to cough. and she wanna be sick too. haiya. but she's not. can't help it. you're too strong, honey. maybe i'll do it in times again and again until u get it ah. hows dat?? ... hmm. rite. i dont think im doin it anymore. hehe. . .

had 'fun' too. glad to see you again. im soooo glad. and so, tmw, ma appointment with the doc was cancelled. duno why. so ya. guess dats all.

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