here's another entry of the day bein made by me again. aren't you ppl sick at all? if you willin to read den pls go on. if you don't, simply juz fcuk off. and well, i can't believe i juz said dat. not to any particular person or anythin was i bein mad at. trust me, im not okay. im not positive that im alright. but, seems like im able to live with it. no one got hurt, aint it? so dun worry. i know there'll be some stupid-damn-blur ppl who is readin dis now knows nothing wat im talkin about. but wat do i care? that's the prob with you. handle it urself. . .

------------

nothing in school today was unusual. same old routine daily. boredom is all i encountered. nothing great. nothing fun. n so, fyi, this comin monday of next week is the day i will have a butterfly stuck in my stomach. the day i will be havin my 'N' level oral. damn it. i kept askin myself, ''am i prepared at all?'' and now i think i have the answer. NO. but a lil do i have. but still there's no assurrance that im fully prepared. wat m i doing? the weird thing is i feel different and uneasy, and it seems like im troubled over something. but frankly, i doubt there's anything. i don't know wat is wrong with me. strange. it occurs to me once in a while. its all juz came unexpectedly. i'll be fine after some time. i do wonder myself, am i crapping around again?... gosh. and i don't know, really...

------------

got home straight after school. chill for some time and im off outside again. went to wlds stadium. an event happenin there - WGS 6th annual sports meet. saw my cute lil girl runnin for her event. tell you, she was real cute. i was smilin away. few mins passed and its time. time to watch wat ive been expectin. bro's event. and, his team got in 1st! it's been long since ive seen him runnin and when i saw him runnin on the track, i was impressed. i cheered for him like some lost, crazy guy. he was fast. his team made a good teamwork. dats the spirit. credits should not juz goes to my bro. should be all. i congratulate each of them. and, ya, im proud of my bro. so, he has yet to face another challenge. a race battle of his team against mine. wally west is lookin forward for this. and i can't wait either. hmm. talkin bout wally, he have found his 'linda park'. i mean, i should say, he have found himself a girl. a steady girlfriend. he seems totally devoted to her. im glad. and ya, congrats wally...

------------

chat for some time with my lil girl at the underground hallway. and really, i miss her very much. didn't had the chance to hug her today. damn! well, my folks was around. and i have to go home with them. not arfah. haiz. im sorry dear. if i cud, den i wud. n ya, you're real cute out dere while runnin....

*smiles*

-out-

.:Fadhli<29>Arfah:.