Friday, July 08, 2005
```life...
i dun expect dis. but this is wat ppl wud say it's how life is. but i have to say, LIFE sucks. im beginning to feel im fading away. sometimes i don't feel dat i ever needed to anybody. sometimes i juz need a world of juz my own. juz to have ways of how only i wud wanted it to be. things aint right all around. and, seems like i dun realise im actuali bein emo now. k. im feelin stupid now...
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went to watch a movie wif arfah today @ causeway point. i must admit, the movie was kinda boring. but dats not the real deal to me. wat matters to me was dat, i got to spent the time with her and juz her, alone. she has made my day. in school today, i actuali fought wif my dnt teacher. i ended up throwin tantrums by shoutin and cursin the school while on my way back to the classroom. was real mad. nobody dare to talk to me. and, fortunately, no one got hurt as i juz kept forcin myself to cool down n b quiet. time passed and school's over, went to wgs. a smile was bein put up on my pathetic face juz when i saw arfah from afar. she's the key of my happiness, to say...
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so im home and writin dis entry juz as i finished readin arfah's entry. she seems to be troubled because of friends dat she usually hang out with aint being dat close to her anymore. and, her probs seems familiar and its rather identical as mine. and all i wanted to say now is juz dat, situations like this is juz because of merely taking things for granted. that's the bottom line. it's either one of the party juz maybe don't really notice it or practically IS taking things for granted. something must be done to make a difference. but dun waste time to do it if things are obviously known dat it wud all cum back to the same. no point and it aint helps if the other party are not bein cooperative. sucks i know. but this is life. thats how it does...
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suddenly feelin all alone now. im started to feel which i havent been for the past few years. the feelin has cum back. but does anyone noticed? but does anyone care? but would anything matter? days seems to be short but yet so far. i feel like im lost. wud you take me with you and show me the way. . . ?
~i feel useless all of a sudden...
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.:Fadhli<29>Arfah:.
1:21 PM
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