its been 8days. hmm..

anw, im stressed. phase test is cumin soon. and i duno will i pass. for INA class, it has never been a borin class once for me. all the time we will all learn how to make a website. chapter after chapter. and the more chapter we go, the more complicated it seems to be. hah. bleh naik giler sak... but it was fun la...

so, my day today has been a tiring one. had NAPFA test in school and been out with mashita, hayat and sheila to city hall. me and hayat are both juz extras. we were bored, had nowhere to go after the friday prayers. so we decided to juz follow her to mit her fren at marina square.

blah3, got dere, mit up wif mashita and we went up to the third floor i think. we went to dis outdoor area and once we're dere, a beautiful scenery cud be seen! it was awesome. cud see the esplanade and the sea frm the plc we lepak. the merlion and all. we chilled dere for some time and havin our cheese-baked rice as well. sedap sak! serious. u ppl shud try. blah3, headed home den.

and while otw home, dozed off in NEL and when i woke up, found myself alone in the train and was at Harbour Front station. haha! wth. took actuali one round of the whole stations in the North East Line. rite.

anw, finally! i get to see Mappy! went down to wlds yesterday to actuali mit my old clique of frens! how ive missed them so much. they were so shocked when they saw me. haha. i gave a good surprise. especially fafa. haha. miz you too, sister. and den lepak2 sampai mlm. dats wen i met Mappy. she is such a beauty. and i think im fallin in love wif her, like wan and apen did. she was close to wan seh and i was sort of jealous at that moment. guess becoz it was our first day mitin wif each other and the fact that she is not used to me yet. one day i'll make her be wif me all the time when im ard...

fcuks. ive got muscle pains all over my body seh. hah. and i mean, ALL over. well, im pretty sure it was becoz its been long since the last i have my body exercised. rite. sakit siow. and anw, some things im juz dun quite understand. ive been gettin critics and stuff , and people dont actuali know wat im goin thru either. and they juz bombed me wif things like they tryin to get me to the point where i cud juz surrender myself.

i know we both are at fault and i know ive changed too. and people who wrote in my tagboard seems to be the people who is stupidly coward. tryna tag down and make it seem dat im the one to be blame and not tellin who they are. what are they afraid of anw? so wat if i were to know that particular person writin dat particular comment? i dun care wat people wud think or say bout me. s long s i know wat i m reli doin. and im sure arfah knows wat she's doin too. and whoever dat fuckin 'anonymous', i do still care boout her. and you people juz dont know. silence doesnt mean im bein ignorant and didnt do antg. you duno wat the fuck have i been doin and go thru. and you can wonder all you want...

my back is still damn hurtful and its achin real bad. im walkin like i have a hunchback. rite. muscle pains all over, all ard my body. ive shud been start exercisin way before this NAPFA test we had juz now. even my abs achin too. its been long since i do sit ups. my record was 50situps anw. dammn. hate muslces pain...

pantat~!

outty now.

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