hey...

there's a lot of things to say and im sooo gona write a long entry.
so be prepare...
you can leave if you're lazy to read on...

ok. well, i had a long day yesterday. its Hari Raya Aidil'ladha. the day of the sacrificial lambs. alotta things i did and alotta things happened. but where do i start? ok. well, began the day by wakin up soo early in the morn. get ready the baju kurung and stuff. blah3, time for sembayang subuh. blah3 and time passed and its about time for sembayang raye. so den, dad and me was out. bro din tag along coz he's sick. rite. so fake. obvious sia he's puttin an act. mls ckp mls ar.

hmm. ok. den, guess wat? while we were on our way ma father told me the prayers will be held under the block where terawih is there across the street, we see no one wearin baju kurung too walkin ard there nor even see anybody ard. seems quite deserted. so den ma instinct tells me that there wun be any prayers held there at the MPH. ma dad still wans to check it out. but it was so obvious sia. it was rainin cats and dogs some more. and the umbrella that sheltered us cudnt fit the two of us in. so i was sort of wet. dad was aite. haiz. and he still wana go there. so when we reached there, indeed i was rite. not even a single soul to be seen. rite.

so den, we discussed whether to pray at the masjid an'nur or masjid al-istiqamah. we went to al-istiqamah. prayed there, blah3, den went home. got home, den siap2 again den went out again. to masjid wak tanjong. go retrieve the kambing there. haha. well, ma dad's adek bradek order two kambings. its for ma late granddad and i duno whose. maybe both is for him. arrived at ard 12pm. and was like there for three hours sia.

hmm, sembayang zuhur there. and guess wat? while all the islam there were prayin, kambing terlepas!!! serious sia. the goat entered inside the plc we all ngah pray sia. wah lao. the goat bumped hard to the ppl ard and some ppl actuali went to stop that goat. that goat was like beside me sia before it was caught and when i was ru'kú. haiz. crazy.

blah3, it was three plusplus, den went to kubur, jln bahar. visit ma granddad. and ma cousin's granddad. by that time the rain has stopped. and guess wat? there's like quick sand everywhere. everytime i tend to step onto the mud and all, i feel like im bein sucked down. rite. all the guys went to the kubur, barefoot. we all have too. it was yucky alright. but kinda feels good. haha. bro, cousins, uncles and me all felt like we are all budak2 kampong sia. haha.

the cemetry land was said itz good to be like use it to wash anything. tanah liat pe. spent quite a few hours there. met azli, an old fren. as mat rip as ever. he'll never change. but he's got heart ar. ni baik nye mat rip. hahaha. rite. ok. y'all know wat.. there got sell ice-cream. really. haha. so singlish. everytime we went there, we buy ice-cream from this mini van. haha. after bace2, doa2 and all, we all chilled for a mmt and set off to hougang, visit ma auntie.

blah3, reached to the plc, everybody lepak sia. all were kepenatan. rite. so, eat2 there and watched hot chick. haha. everybody was like so concentratin when the show starts. so there's like silence. haha. like funny you know. and when the part is funny, everyone laugh real loud. haha. cool ar. blah3, it was time to go home. i got duit raye! hehe. but as for ma fam, we proceed to ma mum's side plak. we went to visit granny! i miz her.

chilled there. and when i was watchin tv, granddad suddenly sat beside me with two ribbons in each of his hands. and so, he suddenly said to me he wants to teach me how to make a ketupat! i was like, ok. so i learn how make one. it was confusin and difficult sia. but, after bout ten minutes, i got it! haha. i know apen wud get sarcastic sometimes and go so wats the big fuck. but apen, if u're readin this, itz ketupat beb. bukan senang. haha.

so i know how to make a ketupat oredi. how wonderful. all thanks to ma granddad! haha. cool shit. okok, anw, i was out juz now to ite macpherson. got briefin and stuff for the first day. rite. wateva. so i guess, welcome to the ite world huh. haiz. long journey sia to go to that macpantat. sort of mls. haiz. okok.

anw, arfah made a new fren. and ma negative tots have got all conquered me. it got me all negative. hah. rite. well, he's name is hidzir. and from commonwealth sec. jealous i m, but i think i m overreactin. i know like there's ntg actuali shud i be worryin but it juz got me wonderin at times. i know she loves me but shits happen. you can never know. i juz hope she wun betray me, again. i guess its juz ma biggest fear that i might lose her. i duno wat wud i do really if we're apart. i know i cant see maself as wat i used to be. hmm. to arfah, im sorry if im bein unreasonable. im tryin to bear in mind dats there's ntg to worry and im still tryin. im not blamin you for makin new frens. its not wrong so dun feel bad bout it if you do. its juz me. im quite a negative thinker. so dats why you're in ma life. to get me positive. hah. rite. i love you sweetheart... i'll try not to be such a pain in the ass...

guess im out now. tc ppl...
-apen, entry mo lawan?
haha....



~yay! i know how to make ketupat!!!

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