hey...

so my night wudnt be the same anymore. there wont be late night calls with arfah anymore. well, school startin and she gotta get some early sleep. and, i have to get used to this. hmm. met her today. sent her back home. so like at last we see each other...

anw, i woke up this mornin and found myself at the wrong side of the bed. and when i went out of ma room, found out no one's home. i was alone. then, memories all came strike back at me. i start to have flashbacks of those times that i had to be awake early and must take the 6.30am bus 161 to wlds. hah. rite. and like, everyday i was in a hurry. and when ive reached wlds, coincidencely like almost everyday i'll see yazid in the same bus as me. and we go to school together. hmm.

its hard to face it but i have to anw. life goes on and moves on. so shud i. muneera told me that school really wasnt the same as before. and she said, we as a group used to be even. but now we're odd. coz its lack of one. 10 becomes 9. damn. i feel bad when i heard that. sometimes, questions ran through ma mind like askin myself of wat is so special that i have in me till everybody seems to be in despair. well, i cudnt get any better either. leavin them and such. im such a dumbass...

well, dats them and me.
i'll be damn. like why do i have to leave? all make it but not me? wth. haiz. wat a luck. i'll be missin them very much. and, most importantly, i'll never forget y'all! dont worry. i'll keep ma words...

.:fad->arf:.

6:12 PM
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