i juz dont fcukin undastan dis...
i need to see dis girl..
wat in the hell wrong wif her sia...
or rather, wat wrong have i done?
i know we aint really been seein each other but...
did she even know wat is she doin?
she told me ive changed...
She's the one who's been changin sia..
does she even knows dat?
and the fcukin fact dat im her boyfriend sia...
and she's totally wrong seh....
what are YOU really thinkin sia?
and if YOU tell me dat YOU love me,
and dat YOU willin to prolong this relationship eh,
YOU shud be fightin for it seh when i asked for the break up...
and let YOUR heart out...
not 'fine then'...
say out wat YOU wanna say ar...
and YOU bein in dat way makin me feel dat our 13mths plus is juz a waste of time seh...
all this time in our relationship,
ive always been the one who seeks for answers...
N YOU shudnt actuali see the promises we've made a bullshit...
how cud YOU think it dat way...?
YOU're juz wrong...
and do YOU even know wat YOU are doin or not?
why YOU are actin like dis?
so wat YOU got peeps dat got YOUR back?
i dun give a FUCK bout dat...
wat are YOU tryin to do sia...
and wat are YOU thinkin?
YOU are not the ARFAH i used to know either...
im very much disappointed in you...
how sanggup and all ive done to you...
the time sacrifices and all...
wat?
crap to you now?
coz if it does,
YOU dun even reli treasure me sia...
if YOU have this way of thinkin,
YOU are sooo totali wrong....
N wen YOU actin like dis, i shud be the one who suppose to think wat ive done is all a freakin bullshit sia...
but i dont...
coz wat the things ive done to you is all with much sincerity...

i'll leave it to you how you see it...
and how i seem to be hatin you,
i duno why but i still love you....
i dun wan any beefin to happen btwn us...
im not tryin to put all the blame to you...
coz i know i m to be blame too...
and sayin dis is juz wat i wanna let my heart out to you....
and im juz kept wonderin....
juz... why arfah?
think it over...
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3:56 PM
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