i know suicide isnt the way and i dun know will i even do it. i guess i juz have to leave dat matter to God. i will try to let joy and laughter overcomes me. nwy, well, a pathetic saturday i had today. and supposingly, i have to mit ma homies for our project meetin but something was up. and so i didnt make it. and i tot after that thing wud be over, i wud wanna mit ma girl. was bein asked to tag along too, i think, and i didnt make it either. the thing was bein dragged along. damn. i ended up chillin wif ma other homies den. we juz chilled and ntg else. so, it was really dat borin. blah3 and when i got home, it was a sudden dat i got the mood to do some artwork. and so i took out the aerosol cans i had in ma room and started to spray onto the walls. yea. graffiti. i graf some words and ma fav own icon too. hell yea. and now ma room is full of toxic fumes. haha. mum complaint bout it but so wat? haha. dats how it'll gona be anw. cant be blame. i still have yet to finish ma masterpiece. gona go continue. . .

takin care!

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