its 1.47 in the mornin now and i still cant slp. well, frankly, been thinkin of her. and i dun seem to stop it. i juz cant. i miz her tremendously. imizherimizherimizher. and i juz cant wait for her to come back. i wish to see her and i wish to have her in ma arms now. haiz. but, i juz have to wait for like 2 more days. i hope she's doin aite. kinda worried her bein dere. but im sure she knows how to take care of herself rite. her folks is dere too. so, guess dere's nothing for me to worry. yea. nwy, i dreamt of her when i was aslp. some sweet dream. cant really rmbr. haiz. im cravin for her now. so, dis is it. i have to be sufferin again, bein not able to have her by ma side or even to be talkin to her. rite. been like dis twice. the first was when she had her np camp. hmmm. so its been 30 hours, 4 mins, 38 secs and still tickin, since we've talked. i'll have like 70 hours more to wait until she'll be back here in SG. whoa. damn dats long. haiz. i'll be crazy or worse, havin black rings ard ma eyes too. hah. k, maybe dats too serious. but i know i'll be missin her like hell!

haizzz. . .

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so, today i dont do much. went out to aunt's crib to visit granny @ potong pasir. and, had some time spendin writin lyrics again wif ma abg sdare. and anw, supposinly, i have to go dis gig @ espld and YP. espld, ma abg sdare nye kawan performin. den go dere and support. YP, BFC's performance. yes. Break Force Crew. they're performin. their special showcase or some sort. the espld thingy i never go like nvm ah but the YP one, damn! BFC sia. and i aint cumin. rite. visit granny mah. so nvm la. cant complain. fam comes first. den, after visitin, went home ah. where else. and, start to be thinkin bout her again. rite. she was in mind all the way sia. haiz. . .

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anw, maybe i'll be out to johor tmw. or, shud i say later on. hah. rite. but aint confirm yet. see how la. nwy, ma eyes are actuali gettin heavier and heavier now. but, really, i dun think i can start slpg yet. even when i'll be closin ma eyes, i'll see her, and, i'll start to miss her, and i'll be openin ma eyes again. den be thinkin of her. hah. i miz her sia.........................................

ystdy i slept after syuruk sia. haha. cant really slp. kept on wakin up when was den alsp after some time. hah. msged her too. ard 6 in the mornin. she was stil in da coach but upon reachin. den, after few mins, she told me she have reached KL. it was 7.11am when i checked the time. den, after chatted wif her, knowin she's aite and arrived to her destination, i went to slp. and dat was ard 7++. hah. i din slp the whole night sia. crazy me. . .

so, its 2.33 now. everybody have already been slpg. and im still awake, doin dis entry and ma mind thinkin bout her. rite. whoa. ive realised dat i took nearly an hour writin dis entry. hahaha. well, im kept on thinkin for quite some time of wat to write, dats why. hah. and i guess i'll end here or ppl readin dis will soon be bored if i keep on writin. hah. rite. . .

k la. . .

takin care ah. . .

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