Friday, May 20, 2005
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so i didn't meet arfah today. and im missin her so much already. haiz. im home now and it's like early seh. never been like this early wen i got hm. usually got hm like 4.30pm the earliest. haha. got nothing in school and like no plans with the others and arfah. so i juz decided to go home. hah. nothing much really to talk about now. guess im juz tired...

hmm, nwy, the probs btwn me and hernie still not over yet. and i start to feel dat im useless for doing nothing bout it. frankly speaking, i wana go to her and talk things out but i leali duno y i juz dun hv the courage to approach her. i feel like a kental. i m kental. hah. haiz. hernie, i leali wana talk to you seh. damn. can say i started to miz her too. hah. but still, i dun get it. wat juz has cum dat till it makes us to be in this state?watz the prob here???i still duno wat we're fightin about seh... ... ... ... ... hmm, i leali hope we'll be aight sumday. for which i have the enough courage to talk to her. haiz.

nwy, my next mitin with arfah wud b sumwhere next week seh. sial ah... so long sia. i'll be missin her for sure. haiz. k, shut up now...

and i guess i got nothing else more to say so...
im out...

5:19 AM
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