Thursday, May 12, 2005
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i had a friend. it was a girl and her name is hernie. she was like the bestest fren of mine. i noe sumtimes i dun show it dat she's like a bestfren to me but like, she was like everytime been in my mind seh. sumtimes i duno how to react when in times things go wrong. and sumtimes i even cant confront her like i used too. eversince that time we fought bcoz of 'smtg', i duno whether im still needed to be s her friend. sumtimes i wonder. haiz... and now, we fought bcoz of smtg dat i really, really, really duno. its like, huh?.. last friday, we met n was like ok. she said smtg like she misses me and i said it the same too coz itz like i never c her much days b4. but den, like durin the weekend, she asked me whether im ok or not in msn. well i m. but i was rather late to reply her coz i was like bz doing smtg wif my sis. haiz. den the next min i knew, we're ignorin, or rather, neglectin each other. and now she's sayin dat she's a nobody to me. i duno watz happenin but itz like she aint fillin me in!damn. she's ALWAYS been like dis wen we fought. and how can we ever work things out seh lyk dis. im tryin to make things better but she prefer to be s bad.ARGH! fuck it la. i dun undastan. why she actin dis way?how i wish for her to know dat how much she means to me....
haiz...
anw, ystdy, i met arfah in the lib... i was kinda pissed wen i saw she was being with her guy friends. *jealous* haiz... but we got talk it over. and i was fine den. n i guess im fine nw. i miz her seh. how i wish i cud see her now, hold her in my arms and wouldnt let go. hah.anw arfah, jgn fikir bukan2 about dat entry above. im juz lettin out everything dat i wanna say. k, love u girl. you're my only one, will always be...
im out now...
.:Fadhli&Arfah:.
9:54 AM
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