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Monday, May 09, 2005
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8:24am was the time when i woke up from my deep sleep. not leali sure but im sure it was pretty deep. but can u believe it?i actuali slept like onli for 4hrs... hah!... slept yesterday, or shud i say today, early in the mornin, like about 4.30am... haha... and seriously i dun leali feel dat tired. weird. sometimes strange things do come in me. unpredictably, it'll juz come out of nowhere. nwy, my girl was online when i signed in. and she still is now. a smile resembles on my face juz as wen i saw dat she's online. =) . and btw, somehow, the 'feeling' dat i have inside me is still there since yesterday. haiz. but im tryin to let it go. i leali wish dat it'll go away. so far away dat it will never come back. i realize dat it is juz my alter ego and been tryin not to let it come over me or it might juz resulted the other round. haiz. anw, i'll be going out ltr with my frens. to a plc where most teens wud preferably go to either to shoppin or juz to look ard at the fine scenery. hah. im talkin crap. it is juz to town dat im goin. doing smtg. hehe. den after dat, goin out with my relatives and fam to celebrate Mother's Day!... haha. so today is the day for mothers. so mothers, enjoy ur day!!go drink and smoke, enjoy life.. but if u drink, go public... haha... k, im leali talkin shit. hah! stop now...

btw, im still missin arfah. can't wait for the day dat we wud be meetin again. can't leali carryin on life without her by my side. need her. need her rite now...

I MISS YOU, Arfah...

im out now...

.:Fadhli&Arfah:.

1:37 AM
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