ok. im BACK!
i wanna write many many stuff here but seriously, i aint know where to start.

okok.

during the month of november, there's been really alot of things that have been happening around. and back during raya, it was great. but the only one thing that i hate about this year one is that i never get to celebrate it with my beloved clique of secondary school mates. wtf. but hell, what past has past. there's always next year. right... we'll see bout that.

so, anyway, guess what. it have been already two years and 27 days since i've moved in here in Sengkang. and well, finally, i had more friends now! weee~! seriously, im very much thankful to have at least a friend here. except for my neighbour ar, brandon. well, thanks to him anyway. i got to know this guy, leon. and there this one time, some weeks ago, he gotta organise an event for his diploma project. and so he thought to have a performance in one of his programs. so then, he approached us, Urbanize. and blah3, we performed on his day and that's when we gotten close with each other. and besides that, during his event, there this two chinese girls were like around when we, Urbanize, were havin our rehearsals. and damn, they're really friendly. blah3, we chatted for some time and found out later that both of them staying in the same estate as me. in fact, one of them just staying next block. haha. it was surprising alright. and so, i had five friends already here in sengkang. im lookin forward for more. =)

and yeah, there this one day, shaifful called me up and said something that's very much sad for me. well, he told me that the performance we had on leon's event could be the last one. i went, wtf. he's goin NS! i cried. and that time, i was with my girlfriend and i cried in front of her. hurhur. so anyway, we chatted for a while and i was still cryin right until our conversation ended. he's leavin this friday. and seriously, it's like so unexpected for me coz it's really a sudden thing to happen. i was like expectin for him to go for NS by somewhere around early next year and im prepared for that to happen. but i wasnt prepared to have had it to happen so fast. that's why i cried. and i was sooo lookin forward for our next performance in public again on this comin 30th dec. but not anymore now. hopefully, somehow, he can make it for the day. as i know, the first two or three weeks, he'll be bookin out of camp already. haiz. i really hope we can be performin back again as a trio. haiz...

another sad thing for me is that the fact that my girlfirend is graduatin already. today was her last day. so, im not gonna see her in school anymore. there aint gonna be her to be lookin out anymore when im in the canteen. there aint gonna be her friends to be around anymore. there aint gonna be her presence anymore. but well, still, i have her in my heart of course. and will always be, until god knows when...

anyway, to those people who might be wonderin, the girl that is beside me in the photo at my profile, is my girlfiend. how do i met her? back in those times when i first set my eyes on her in school. but then, we got to know each other when we both were the motivators in NDP. im really thankful with that. and i remember, i was the first one, in person, to wish on her birthday just as it strike twelve midnight. that was a great memoriable moments we both could ever had. hurhur. and there has been many great moments we have had. and seriously, im so grateful to meet someone like her. and she very much have a character like mine. but the only thing that is different, her sarcasm is like a must to be said. ahaks. but however, i love her. and hopes for the best in us.

oh yea. on the 18th of november was a one great moments i had too. it was my sis's birthday party. her birthday falls on the 16th but celebrated it on the 18th at downtown east chalet. it was a hell of fun all night and as usual, she had her sabo from her brothers and cousins! her birthday cake was like fuyoohh! and i wanted to post the picture of the cake up but dont know why cannot! it was an ice cream cake.

fuckin hell.

yes, im jealous. hurhur. bluekk!

so, had the chalet for 3D2N. the first day was for my sis's party and the second day was family day. it was another great fun alright. went to escape theme park in daytime. and really, the rides are gettin more and more borin. i seriously need more of those thrills and shouts. they must change those rides already. bwahaha. and yeah, the games that i had to organise for both days pulled off good. it wasnt really that much cooperative on the first night. thanks to swthrt and my friends there that brightens me up when i was tensed and upset. aindil, hidayat and razman came for my sis's party. and they stayed for the night. as usual, chalet for me is a lepak-ing and explorin time at night. we went to seek for ghost around and only to find an irritatin-yet-scary-lookin face mask hangin on this tentage. we took it and disturb to whoever walk pass us. it was funny like hell. there were people shoutin for help and run away like a speedin bullet too. haha. KLAKA SIA! wished you all were there to experience it together. and yea, i lurrrrrvvvveeee havin a chalet. dont mind wherever it is. as long as we have the time to chill and explore around. what's more, it's when we'll discover new stupid and fun things to do. =)))

i have this thing bout prom. recently, bro had his prom. more like a night party to me. hurhur. serious sia. but that's not the point. the point is, he had 'PROM'!! he had his secondary school prom night. i aint had one. wtf? i wanted so much to have one when im graduatin in my secondary school. but my principal sucks to the core and to the max of the maximum of the maximum of the maximum. yes, im jealous bout this too. it may seems nothing to some of you but the way as i see it, it's one night where you can have the last time bein as a secondary school student with your mates and to have the last gatherin together before you goin on to the next stage of your life. haiz. and that, i hate my clique bout this. for the first time in the history of woodlands ring secondary school, they had a prom organised recently. bout 8days ago now. i wasnt bein asked along! fucks! it was my batch even. the sec 5s. haiz. but hell, ive put this behind me anyway. what past has past.

and another thing, bro's girlfriend had to leave for austrailia yesterday and well, it was a sad day for him of course. i didnt follow him to go to the airport though as i dont feel to disturb in any way. but of course, i told him if he needs somebody on his side, im willing to come down anywhere he wish to be and talk. i gave him a message and told him that whatever happens, im sure that she'll be looking out for you too of course. then, he told me he cant accept the fact that she's goin. im sad for him. then he msg me and said he's like cant hold back his tears anymore and wishes that none of that would happen. blah3, when he came home, he told me bout what happen. damn, they indeed meet up. but that was way before her flight. when it was time for her to go in, my bro didnt make it on time at the check in point. fucks. at that point of time, my mind suddenly paints a picture of what would happen to my friends if im confirm gonna migrate for austrailia soon? haiz. but let's not talk about it yet. let's just cherish and treasure the moments we gonna have for now.

oh yea. regardin bout my next performance, its on the 30th dec, 6.30pm, at the Glass Hall - Singapore Arts Museum. and, maybe, countdown party in woodlands, beside causeway point, the open field there. =)

anyway, i miss my girlfriend. and i love her so much. and believe it or not, i m her first love and first boyfriend. god. it's quite unbelievable that in this generation of us, a girl like her could have never had any relationships goin on before. but well, she really dont. that's what makes me feel that im truly fortunate and whatever it is, i'll try my best to make the best out of us. hurhur. and swthrt, i love you and i love you and i love you... and i love you! =))

i dont know what to write anymore. guess i shall end here then.
take care everyone. till the next time i update again. =)

love.

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