ok. its been a while...
well itz juz dat im a bit lazy to update and all...
heh..
excuse me pls....

ok. aint much to talk about today. sch was as usual. crap and stuff. cudnt get any better den ystdys'. everyday is a day to rmbr. wahahaha. life in ite is much diff den wat ive gone thru in sec sch. more stupid, dumb things, you name it. and the best thing is dat you'll have your own freedom in sch. but never have i take it for granted. never have i skip class or antg. okok... maybe once. heh. but on top of all this, ntg is much more greater than the friends you had in sch for 4 years or so. i miz the 9 peeps back at wlds ring sec..........

anw, everybody now whenever they were to see me, they'll always ask bout when will i ever cut my hair...
cmon. i dun feel like it yet sia. sometimes i wanted to. but i juz feel dat it cud be wasted if i were to. and i have to admit it. my hair IS long. haiz. like some kids in sch wud say, i looked like 'mods'. know wat dat is..? duno..?screw you...

ok. had INA test recently. quite confident i'll pass. coz ive been like studied for it real diligently. really. like i never was. haha! duno y but reli, i was so damn into the studyin. spent more den 6hours i think, non-stop on memorisin and tryin out the codes and web pages. haha...

rite. anw, i wanna make a confession... . . .
its been days now and i juz duno how much more i cud say and prove you dat i love you. its been days since the last i saw your pretty face. and i know, location isnt a matter but it aint easy for me to be there all the time. i cant possibly be beside you like i know you always wanted to. and knowin how dis aint gonna be workin out, we have to be on our own separate ways now. my friends been tellin me dat im juz not right for you and aint meant to be with you. i was against it initially until i realised that it all seems to turned out to be true. we have to face it. but even how much pain dat it'll caused, i will love you still. no matter wat...
take care, mappy............

we juz cant be together. let's move on. i'll cum by and see you one day......
we can still be friends and im not dumpin you.....
im doin it for the best for both of us.........

haiz...mappymappy....

3:49 PM
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