i had a 16 hours of sleep last night. i felt so lethargic and practically, i aint know why. weird, but true. anyway, i had this dream lately about my old crib at woodlands. damn. and the thing is, everytime i were to dream bout it, i realised my face were all wet because i was crying in that dream. it felt so real, so fascinating. and the strange thing about it, almost every episode of it is the same one except that at a different angles of the picture. right... well, i just wish it will come true one day. i miss woodlands. miss everyone i know staying there, from a 6-years-old kid to 56-years-old folks. and that uncle always would give us a stick of his cool 'cigarette' if he were to lepak with us. awesome it is.

yesterday, i went to grandma's crib and hell it was so long since the last ive seen her. yes, i miss her cooking! and my cousins and my lil' cousins and my aunties and uncles and everyone there. hurhur. a great bonding session i had with them. and damn, my cousins are going out to austrailia soon already. I AM INDEED JEALOUS! but well, the thing is, if the letter from NS haven't yet posted to me, then i really really happy. by then, i'll be following them! weehee! i'm planning to further my studies there. either Brisbane, Melbourne or Sydney. why? because this states has the school that i wanted. there's one in California but i dont think i have enough money for the travel cost and expenses. austrailia just nice. =)

about migrating, most prolly when bro had his NS served. meaning, it's still a long way to go. mom said she may change her mind. so, im not putting so much hope in this.

anyway, i must say that audience in hiphop gigs are TOO MONOTONOUS AND LITERALLY, DEAD! you showed your love by coming down only for your homies, not every performers. that's not love, that's bias. if you said you showed love for hiphop, especially in this local scene, then prove it. if you're into hiphop, then stop wasting your time by coming to gigs and keeping quiet. i must say, you guys sucks big time. the culture of hiphop is not like this. people like sheikh haikel is a good example. he is LOVE. all i see in this stupid thing is all because of a typical malay pride. oh wth...



a new song for a new change. and to people that do not know, i am bald.

love!

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