yesterday was one hell of a night, again. the atmosphere was oh-so-great and i just love the primary 5 students. seein their smiles, knowin that they are havin fun, makes me have the great sense of achievement. another one thing that would always be in the back of my mind is when im standin still at the floatin platform towards the end of show and all the fireworks are just overhead. and doin just that, i realised, i would smile away and whispered to myself... ''Arfah....'' yes, i miss her. it seems like it's really a waste for her not to experience this. sometimes, i feel bad about it. for i would be havin all the fun moments and she's not there with me. but i just cant do anything anyway. hmm..

i was kinda disappointed with her when i gotta know she didnt come down for the fireworks. thought that i could meet her up after that too. but, it was all good. it's already happened anyway. and talkin about fireworks, it's truly exhilaratin for this one rather than last week's one. it's truly amazin. i see more and more surprises as we got close to 9aug. damn. now im wonderin if there's really more to come. =)

anyway, drivin miles and miles around SG from 12am to 4am is the best thing ever. that vehicle is officially my 3rd home. the cold winds, the fresh breeze, awesome shit sia. i dozed off initially but bein too cold woke me up. that's when i realised my uncle has been drivin for more than 2hours from changi village. we had supper there right after my trainin for ndp ends. i tell you, it was the nicest feelin to have a crazy ride from my uncle. kecoh2...

well, in case y'all wonderin, ive got over it already with what has happened that i wrote on my previous entry. someone's just really gettin on my nerves. and now, i dont think i would care less either. and it's not always about you. in fact, it has never been about you. so why offended..? perasan.




and someone have got an internet already sehhh. haha. =P
love.

2:53 PM
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sometimes, i dont understand of what people actually tryin to prove their points when it is totally ridiculous and nothin lies any fact in those words they said. but one thing for sure, i guess i have made an absolutely right decision for breakin some ties. i dont see the need to be a hypocrite and spread around any non-factual stuff. i guess, i have step into the wrong side of the circle. a circle of friends that is full of bullshits, full of craps, and full of nincompoops. without even knowin such a damn thing and assumin it yourself, you freakin say things you thought it was. well, fuck you. i just dont understand for some reason that why in the world should this still be happenin. and for all that i can see, she still doesnt know what she wants in life. all she can see is just the things that seems beautiful in front of her. call me immature, call me stupid, call me jerk. i dont care. say what you wanna say. as far as im concern, you such a reckless bitch yourself. think about yourself before you say things to others. well, im just as surprised that these things still kept behind. but i just dont get it, why? what achievements do you wanna reach out for? tell me. i bet you wont and would rather say it, 'dah kenape ngan si dek ni?'. and then, you'll start beatin around the bushes. oh wth. WTH la. you're such a miser. or rather in my eyes, a loser.....

so long, SUCKERS!

2:59 PM
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school, as usual. back to the old days. back to the lepaks, craps, jokes and big big laughters. but the new things, all the subjects are new, even teachers too. but with the new subjects, i think i'll do just fine. the module for this term is..... *drum roll* ..... Interactive Graphics and Video Production. finally, its here. ive been waitin for this module. and i bet its gonna be interestin, and fun! it wud be no doubt that i would score well for this. but the thing that slaps my head is the lessons are all in the mornin. 8am sia. i cant be as early. i do have problems with punctuality.negotiatin with the teacher was tough but i hope she really would change the time to 9am. even the whole class asked for it. haha. my class, almost all of them do have problems with punctuality. ahaks.

anyway, shita lost her wallet this mornin. she dozed off while on the way to school. the next thing she realised when she woke up was when she found out that the zip of her bag was open. i really hope the person who stole it would be in the death page of the newspaper soon.

last saturday, the NE National Day preview for the primary 5 was totally awesome!! the children was absolutely full of energy. and after two trainings straight for not bein able to make it, finally i get to watch the run thru of the parade this time round for National Day itself! hell yea its dope. good news is, it would be totally way beyond any expectations for ndp. and i heard the fireworks would be new too. fireworks bebeh. FIREWORKS! again, when its time for fireworks, it would be like as if it's just on top of me as i would be on the floatin platform. just wish alien would really be by my side when that happens. haiz...

and some thing for alien who tagged me. -o-

Rules:
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to select 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

- if im havin cough, i'll often cough out blood instead of phlegms.
- and that would be a good sign for recovery.
- i make funny sounds that never been heard before when im with alien.
- i'll tend to talk to myself, especially when im alone.
- i cant lift up my fourth finger which people tells me im weird.
- i count number 1 to 10 with my fingers not like you do. =)

6people; lan, mizah, zid, ika, mike & azni.
=P


i miss Yazid, who's in my eyes, the fastest man alive.
a person that's willin to dare himself for a challenge,
a person who is respected the way he should earns.
a guy that would do things on an impulse,
a guy who is such a nice surprise when he suddenly calls.
a friend to look out for havin a quality company,
a friend who writes out story like a poetry.
a brother that's awesome for craps, jokes and laughter,
a brother who would always be there for a brother...

i miss those runs, with you in front of me.
=)



there's one more thing to highlight.
people who fancy fireworks, come down to esplanade every saturday as startin from this week till 9aug, you can witness it plus the air and sea activities happenin at the bay from esplanade. show starts at 6pm, ends at around 8.30pm. the planes and helicopters appearin around 7pm. so, do come by and experience the breathtakin performances!



a big day for me tmw. wish me luck!
love.

2:59 PM
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holidays are over,
a new term ahead.
once again we'll be together,
and i just cant wait!
=)



i would like to say thanks to;


My big screen tv for the best image quality of movies
and surround audio system...


My very own dvd and hi-fi set in my room for
lettin me watch my favourite dvds...


My haprak hp for allowin me to contact people
around, especially my alien...


My tv in my room for lettin me watched you,
and you watchin me sleep...


My M-Audio Keystation for lettin me play almost
all of the instruments in the FL Studio and beats...


My Laptop for usin you almost 24/7 all this while..

and last but not least. . . . . . .


The designated smokin area, toilet!

I wanna thank you all for bein able to accompany me durin this month of boredom. y'all are just the ways for me to kill my boredom. thanks. =)

and people, those above are all the things ive been with practically, when im home. other than housechores of course.

i cant wait for those familiar faces to be seen again. if you want me to name them, it'll take forever. and i hope i can see alien tomorrow as on monday, school for me will end at 1pm! WOOHOO! but the merepek thing is that, it starts at 8am. wtf. -o-

i happened to watch this documentary about the Aral Sea. 75% of the sea has been evaporated due to global warmin. the ground was actually the seabed, full of particles of salt. and people livin in that area are dyin due to lack of water. and research were made that remainin sea will be all out in 20years time from now. imagine that.



now please...
ANSWER THE CALL.







and Happy 21st Birthday, Kak Siti! =)
YAY YAY! BESOK SKOLA! YAY YAY! BESOK SKOLA!
love.

2:59 PM
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ive been rottin at home but surprise surprise, it doesnt kill me for today. somehow, i managed to survive in the world of boredom. i was lonely (again. -o-) and im beginnin to like this like ive used to before. it was weird initially to realise it but hey, ive to face it. like, what else can i do? so, im makin the best out of this. and bro has started workin already. so, since it's still holidays, this is the place where i still have to be; my home. regardless i'll like it or not, i have to learn to adapt the temporary changes. if you're bored and alone at home, try closing your eyes for hours. it helps. =)

in times like this, when im all alone, laptop is with me 24/7. i may even forget to have a bath. haha. and that's what entertains me most. second on the list will be my dvd player. i'll be diggin into the cupboard for any movies that goes along with my mood of the day. again, i may forget to bath too. and i think, without these 2 things at home, sleeping is the best option. well, guess that's the third thing i would do. and plus one more thing of course, my bestfriend; viceroy. she is the only thing that able to keep me company wherever i am. not at home of course.

you see, wherever you're alone, you'll intend to smoke. it's because, at least there's something for you to do rather than just standin there, doin nothing. i mean, for a smoker that is. not that it'll look cool to people or whatnots but it satisfies your cravings of doin something. well, this is my point of view anyway.

i watched this movie minutes ago and it truly makes a big impact for me. somehow, it knocked some sense into my mind about some stuff that'll happen in the future. i cried, literally. coz i just wished it will never happen. and that, i wish i could be in anybody else's shoes rather than myself. god.....

well anyway, GLOBAL WARMING IS TRULY OCCURING. so stop smokin, switchin on your aircon, spray your hair or anything that diffuses CFCs that IS destroyin the ozone layer. it is so an irony that when things like this were to happen then people will start to obey. tell me, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT???? now then you'll start to panic huh... humans are humans. they'll never change when they're stubborn. dont you see? even you cant sleep at night because u felt uneasy and that, you're sweatin. and when you do, you'll switch on the aircon. c'mon. what fans are for? use them. if one is not enough, then buy another ten of them.

i realised i have many things to say. even for the government. on July 1st 2007, GST rate has been raised to 7%. now.... WHAT THE FUCK?!! it is so difficult to survive in SG economically and yet they still raised up the rate. wtf man. WTF! they have to stop thinkin of battlin out with other countries for economy standards and assumin the people of SG would be ok of it when it's not. i wouldnt be surprise if one day there will be any protest but knowin SG, im VERY SURE that not even a soul dare to do it. they will only talked about it among themselves and then, just go along with it the next minute. i think im beginnin to be racist. seriously. -o-

anyway, i know it's lil late for me to say this but! like someone who i came across in livejournal a few days back said, TRANSFORMERS is UTTERLY FUCKIN AWESOME! yeayea. and i agree with her that the fightin part is a lil bit too messy but the way how the robot in disguise tranforms, its totally awesome to every bit of details. im thrilled and i kept havin chills. haha. awesome laaa. and up until now, i cant stop talkin/thinkin about them. i even went to their site and even play the game online! my rank is Captain already!! semangat sia. -o-

last saturday was one hell of a night. yes, we got the show done. AND PRETTY WILD! i heard girls shoutin and screamin, that's something great in the scene to happen. haha. well, yes, the performance was great. the show was fantastic. i cant believe we pulled it off real good, at least that's what everybody who shook my hand said it. another thing is, i actually forgot my bit to dance. haha. but i got snap out of it and just dance! bwahahha. kecoh it was but ahaks, that was my own personal favourite part. i cant stop thinkin about it too. and we got feedbacks it was our greatest show ever. haha.

school will be re-openin in like 4days time. but trust me, 4days will be like 44444444444444444444444444444days. wth..? i know. if things like i mentioned above will all that im gonna do, then that's how im gonna feel. i miss my friends. everybody in school, even the aunties and uncles of the canteen too. our friday routine, our usual lepak places, our 'headquarters'. haiz. i cant wait for us to meet again. to crap, joke, fight, laugh.. everything. hmmm.

to arfah, i hope i can see you tomorrow. *hugs*
to everybody, remember it's already....
GLOBAL WARMING!!!
because of you all. -o-




love.

11:15 AM
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