how ironic you can be?
the games you played just past right through me, never leave a decent scar.
oh well. guess i should just lead on as how it should be.

anyway, last sunday was my cousin's wedding day. and hell, we had a great time. well, not literally. but yeah, the food was great. bleargh.

we did our thing there still although the couples werent there. and for the first time in my performing moments, i never had anyone actually crying when hearing to our music. the great thing to me was that, it was just the right moment. dark sky, cold wind - dang, it's just perfect. plus the strings of the music which is the heart of the song, that would probably make her cry coz personally, it does to me. just feeling a lil sadness inside. i didnt show it of course. but really, the song is such a heartfelt one.

on the other hand, someone went through my mind while i was singin. it was rather appalling for her to appear when i closed my eyes. i must say, i miss her. =)

anyway, had a skit competition yesterday and man, we did pull it off good. thank god. people do like our skit but well, we didnt manage to impress the judges enough and came in 4th. neither are we disheartened nor mad. we just wanna do it for the fun of it and some experience with the other proffessional ones. then again, at least we will get the consolation prize and C.O.P . its better than nothing. =P

you know, its kinda thrilling when a friend of yours hinting you about something when you least expect it. coz, that would be when you'll start to realise something that's probably new in your life. heh.

i wish i could fly...





love!

3:59 PM
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she has been stayin here for 3days now.
everytime i see her, i start to feel my heart torn into thousand of pieces.
everytime i hold her, i realised i hold back every tears.
she has been the greatest someone that i have ever met.
she was once a skillful person that knows how to make a dog or bear figured with those toothpaste boxes.
i admire her talents for which i know no one else has it.
i miss those times when we used to have a pleasant chat and all.
i still believe that she has been quiet all this while because of her soulmate that has passed away for 6years now.
she rarely speaks and i miss her reprimandin me for doing things that got her all worried.
haiz.

i dont know why but her hospitality here got me all those flashbacks.
i hope she'll have a better health and speak to us soon...





anyway,
Happy belated 19th Birthday, Muhd Fazil..
may your wish comes true..
=)


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3:36 PM
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backaches. backaches. BACKACHES!!!
stop flashin those kryptonites to me.

9:38 AM
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so let's see.
last saturday was a great cousin day's out ever. really really. still holdin those moments in mind. and just cant wait for another one. we headed out to Sentosa. hell, it has been sucha long time sia since i last step inside the island.

went trekkin/trailin around. walked past the merlion, musical fountain, ferry terminal and etc. exhaustion started occurrin and so was dehydration. chilled for some time and took fantastic photos. just the right angle and just the right pose. blah3, everyone started to feel hot and stuffy somehow, so decided to head down the beach to chill.

Pahlawan beach was the place. some went for a swim and some chill. uno cards were then distributed and of course, munchies2 is needed to go with it. yes, uno cards. tell me bout it. dats like one of our childhood times of card games. blah3, one by one of those who were still chillin were bein carried away and thrown to the sea by those who already been swimmin.

blah3, came soccer and volleyball match. ok, not for me for the volleyball. coz i was too obsessed diggin a hole which i thought i wanna be buried in the latter. but didnt in the end. coz were too surprised that i actually dug that particular hole, all alone and usin only my hands and feets to dig, were at least 4.5feet deep. that already more than half of a body of an average man. haha.

crazy, i know.

anyway, the trip to suntec to get my pay was simply great. it was at the right moment and the right time. everyone - nyok, khai.b, khai.k, wan, kak yan and kak sue - were present. it was like as if we all had planned out to come together at the same time. shockin it was but im grateful still. and for sure guys we will be out one fine day together. mark my words...

you know, it great to have someone who you really can talk to. someone who supports you too in life other than your own folks. someone who you would be missin too when you arent in touch for some time. even though your day filled with shits around but when you received a call or a message from him/her, you'll tend to smile and somehow he/she managed to brighten up your day instantly. and sometimes, when you've come to realise it, you never even been close before when you and that friend of yours were in the same primary school. and just shocked to see how he/she looks like when you found a newsletter and he/she is in it too at the back page and how much they have changed now. hurhur. . .

and yeah, check this out.
my computer has been affected by this stupid virus and yeah, it's like the 6th time now we're rebootin this comp. all my songs, music, beats and shits are all out. gone. GONE!
ive back up some files but ive found out that those files ive backed up, the virus is still in it.
fucks. fucks. fucks. its soooo like akvjkbacvjhabvabvhahbvev sia.

down, yes i m. but well, time for some new music then once i got the software back. uhuh uhuh.
ok. since my comp is down, you guys might be wonderin how the hell i can still manage to update an entry right? well, simply... (yes! i duno why but i knw im bein boastful!) ive got a new LAPTOP already! muahahahahaah! weeeee~! COOL OR WHAT?! hurhur...
i can go lepak with this thing already, along with my m-audio keystation. or anywhere that i wish to make beats at. weeeheeee~

anyway, dont mind about the template. it's superman! i loike...!! =P
if you dont like, then what are you waitin for? go on.. leave ar.. feel free to do so.. and for the record, thanks for dropping by to read the post. =)

and yea, wanna share some great pix with you guys...

one of the pic i loike!


it stated there of which direction and how far is the distance from there to other continents. cool huh...


uhuh... that's the 4.5feet deep of the hole.




there's more la. but nevermind.
had a great saturday last week. hope later on it'll be another great time too.
ok im slpy. nak tdo. bye!


whoooooooooooossshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

oh ya.. cant wait sia somehow for the carnival later on. confirm gerek! insya'allah...


love!

7:06 PM
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