the carnival was ok.
the outing was great.
and to Ridzwan Ramle,
Happy 17th Birthday again bro..
=)

so,
yeah..
whatever.
yeah, whatever. . .

get that.
=)
hurhur.
i dont know what to update.

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kay bye.

10:42 AM
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ok. well, hello?
i think my blog will be consider dead soon. i aint know why but i do thought of closing it down soon. or prolly change a new link. hurhur. seems like almost everyday that i aint have time or maybe just that i didnt make any effort to blog or just that there's nothing acually i should blog about. but tonight, i do. heh. right...

this morning, i realised that i woke up at the wrong side of the bed. so, i'd thought to myself there'll be things be going on wrong. checked the time and it's nearly 10.30am. i jerked off my bed and quickly get ready for school. class starts at 11am and im still in nowhere to be near school. the journey from home to school is approximately 45mins or so. and oh well, i actually got out of my crib around 11am. right. so, i rushed myself to the interchange and wait for the bloody bus. blah3 the bus came and blah3, i slept in the bus.

when i woke up, as i looked outside the sidescreen of the bus, i found the surroundings were very much unfamiliar. i shook my head for some 'reality adjustments' and i realised i've passed my stop to school. right. so i alighted the bus and went to the opposite side.

blah3, reached school, i still have some lil time to finish up my work. but i didnt. i dont know why but i just dont feel like doing anything. so i didnt do my work. instead, i joined zaimi and yat watch this stupid japanese clip and hell, it was damn hilarious. so we had our laughs and craps in the lab, as usual. blah3, realised the time that we're actually late for friday prayers. so we lepak at the usual place outside school.

to kill our boredom, we did this style of game where we followed the style of those japanese games. this silent game. and it's all a dare game. and fcuks, we played three rounds of the same 11 dares. first round, it wasnt me the most. everybody had an equal treat. but when comes the second round, fucks!! i had the most dares! and those that i encountered was;

- everybody pulled my hair for all their might for 5secs
- i had to smell the garbage crusher point for bloody 30secs
- i had to smell my own shoe and hell, it's unpleasant; for 30secs
- zaimi pinched my nose freakin hard for 10secs
- yat and zaimi pulled my ears all their might for bloody 10secs

then blah3, the third round, the most unlucky of me, i had to be slap by maria. and the pain of her slap i tell you, thrice than a mother slaps her child. and it still hurts now. freakin hell. tangan batu sak dek tu. . .

then blah3, the guys and maria headed down to tamp and just chilled around. blah3, went home. so here i am, home. duh! agagagagaga.

hmmm. i sorta had a great day. afterall, this is the last day of the term. we ought to have spend some time together after so long. and the whole day, ive been bullied by maria and yat. freaks! agagagaga.

oh yea. regarding about the thailand trip, i wont be going! backed out last minute and afterall, i've only been one of the reserved to go. right. so, im not going. it's sooooo wasted. i wanna go still!!! haiya. but, well, must think of the people that i'll be leaving behind. they'll miss me later. agagagaagaga. right...

anyway, tomorrow, ITE will be having this carnival down at Bishan Park from 9am to 6pm. tix at $5 i think? and im going. i have to anyway. ahaks. gotta be at the stall for long hours. but i think i can choose to help or not. agagaga. but most prolly of course i will. =)

gonna end my entry now.
but before i do, to Ummi Sarra,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to Ummi!
Happy 18th Birthday to YOU!!!!!
weee~!

and yea, to Azni, once again,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO!!
i know yours was on the 20th but well, didnt managed to write it here.
=)

and to Maria also,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO!!
yours also on the 20th. ahaks...

whoiii, ramai nye birthday2 ni smue...

MINE IS 4 MONTHS TIME!!!
gonna be 18...
then, vroom! vroom! VROOM!!!
agagagagaga!

love!

2:58 PM
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i was surprised and at the same time, very delighted to see my old classmate, Rosfaizzah to be in sengkang this morning. i took the bus to the interchange which apparently, she's taking the same bus with me. noticed her when we alighted from the bus. and she were shocked too to see me! a big wave she gave to me. agagaga. well i miss her alright. im just so delighted if anybody i knew in my life to be down at sengkang. it's like because simply, i had no one here. suck it is. nearly two years already and i rarely see any malays around this neighbourhood. even if i did, 'they'll be those mats and minahs. right.

so today in school were kinda plain. well, i came late for school, as usual. ahaks. it's starting at 8am and i came like around 11.30am? yeah. i do have problems with punctuality. =)

so blah3, saw ika and the gang celebrating ummi's and lini's birthday at the canteen. and then blah3, went out of school to meet zaimi and yat. then we lepak2 here and there while waiting for my bro to come. we have an audition, that's why. i merely got mad with my bro when he didnt listen to me of which way to go to my school. yea, we fought for awhile on the phone. fucks. usual stuff. and we were late already but luckily the guy in charge for this audition thingy is easy-going type. if not, confirm i'll be throwing tantrums at him real bad.

so, blah3, time for audition. blah3, i feel sucks. really. i guess the hypeness of my beat isnt there coz the volume isnt that high! hurhur. i should have had those ava dudes to have it level up. but i didnt. seriously, i felt so many butterflies in my stomach. hands were all shaky. fucks! well, cant be blame. it's been rather long since i last performed. ahaks. and i still dont know how well we did just now. ika told me it was great but still, im not convinced. right...

hmm. i hope we'll make it a blast somehow the next time round. the guy-in-charge anyway asked us to write about what i should actually write about for which, i do think of writing what he want us to write about. so its cool. i guess we'll be doing alright. really. i want to get thru this shit. dont mind bout the event but it's at D'Marquee y'all!! weeee~!

and to ika, hope you win this competition.
be confident and good luck!
its all about walking down the aisle with an attitude girl...
=)

im out now.
love!

2:22 PM
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i miss you..... . . .

11:08 PM
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now guess what. its been two days straight that i took this laughing gas and i totally make a fool out of myself. it's great somehow. enjoying the feeling and blah3. of course, i was high and i really couldn't get control of myself. it was kinda scary alright. i know i wasnt really myself and i got things carried away. i remembered in the bus ride home, i smiled to almost everyone within my sight and even, laughed at them. luckily i managed to only giggle about it rather then laughin out loud. then, i pointed out almost everything that i saw. ahaks. crazy2. i've inhaled so much that even i aint know how much that i consumed it. somehow, i dont encouraging this but i must say, its FUN!

agagagagagaga. ok im crazy, i know. from slashing my own arms to committin suicide, to climbing up a HDB flat up to the 11th storey then now, that stupid laughing gas. ahaks. what dangerous stuff will i do next? bring them out, bring them out. bring it on! aahahaah.

im soo not myself nowadays and i do realised that. and i aint know shit why. guess because of some thoughts i've been keeping from anyone else, except to my sis. to say, i've been thinkin alot. or maybe, it's because i've had too much stuff in mind and none of them are actually real. man, i need a break. i need a holiday. puasa is a good time. now wtf?

anyway guys, im setting a website about selling my own beats, with the help of my very own form teacher. it's under process. and i cant wait for this to happen. from there, any beats you're interested in, you may buy it. i'll update and the details more about this thingy soon.

talking about beats, well guess what! me, including my bro and shaifful, altogether we've made more than a hundred beats. no kidding. this is for real. ask those peeps who have had came down to my crib before. agagaga. that's why i've decided to sell those of my beats through website coz it's easier and much more convenient. it'll be like 15 tracks monthly.

hmm, and it's been long since Urbanize's performance. maybe this next speakeasy we'll be involving. but i aint sure yet. even if it's so, only me and shaifful will be performing on Urbanize's behalf as bro is having his major exams round the corner. we've discussed bout it and we'll see how it goes. for sure, we'll make a great comeback. i promise. . .

sorry for not having updated for some time. i've been fine and i've been having alotta of stuff and many of those i need to be fully committed to. like, make beats for some crews, this one ITE carnival that im participating, school projects, school stuff and community service. and yeah, i'll be going to Thailand for community service.

i'll be one of those who will be helping out those less fortunate ones and even, build a classroom for this one school for which, they don't even know how to recite ABC and 123. how pity can they get. for us, we even know the simplest addition and subtraction when they only stuff like traditional dance and sing alongs. and now if you do complaint about how hot the weather is or even, how pathetic it seems to have had the same dishes over and over again at home, think about those who doesn't even have a choice. especially those people in Africa who are still suffering now. seriously, how i wish for people like them to have the life that we live too.

haiz. now i missed a friend of mine. matter of fact, my first bestfriend. he was a fine and healthy young dude until one unfortunate day, he became disabled and well, he died during his second operation. too bad he didnt make it. i always get reminded of him when i see those people who are a wheelchair bound and those who had to have crutches to help themselves to walk. almost 12 years of friendship, he just went away just like that. i never expect for this to happen anyway. it's so sudden. i thought he'll be okay as he was responding to treatments already. haiz. shit happens huh. rest in peace, Balakishnan. you're one good guy. . .

take care everybody. treasure all those who you have around you. you'll realised that the person you dont see often, he/she is actually someone that's important to you in your life, in a way or another. and you will almost regret that you dont really know him/her that well and it'll be too late the next thing you knew it that he/she has passed on. . .

love!

11:03 AM
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