ok. check dis out.

dis cumin 3rd of June, Urbanize will be performin and ive forgotten all about it. and now, im all anxious. duno wat song to bring. damndamndamn. fucksfucksfucks. sial ar. we need a minimum of 3 songs and we sorta have only 2 songs dats 'ready'. there's alot actuali. but, we're only confident on dis two tracks of our own. damndamn. ok. the details..... the TOP 5 -Akeem, The House of Anonymous, Crazie Starr, Farhan and Urbanize will be performin. its the top 5 special. damndamn. the venue is at Earshot, the old parliament house which is called the Arts House now. event startin at 6.30pm and space is limited. do come early.

how to go?
get down at city hall, go out of the ticketin machine and turn to your left. walk out. then make a left turn again. go straight until you're at the traffic junction. go staright again. all the way to another junction, before crossin, turn left. walk straight down and you'll see the old parliament house on your right. take the pedestrian traffic light and turn left. walk2 abit, then turn right and you'll see an entrance. if you lost, ask someone dere whr's the earshot. he/she will confirm guide you to the plc. if this complicated to you, screw you. haha. hail a cab and tell the driver to take you to the Old Parliament Lane. its near the High Court dere la. for more info, go here..

www.beats-society.com

go to the home. see the flyers.

and yea, if y'all wanna check out some photos taken durin platform 6, go to the gallery link. no worries, Urbanize is in the photo album. hahaaaaa.....

damndamn. i got creeps all up to my sleeves. damndamn im nervous. damndamn im sooo anxious. haiyoyoyo...

and anw, freakin hell... 3rd june is on saturday and on dat particular day, i got camp!!!!!!!! that ndp camp! pantat la. i wanna go coz confirm fun. but sial ar... clash seh............

if i never go for the performance, many ppl will be disappointed and down.
if i never go camp, i miss my once in a lifetime experience. wtfwtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH! YEKELEH BIG TIME SIA..............................

siol ar. can i go both? i need to ask permission to my instructor first. damndamndamn.

suggestions anyone? i need help here............





haiya. and anw, WAN, it was nice to see you again bro..... aku pao kat NATALIE baru tahu..... wahahaha. lek ar. bleh bual pe...........

Check out Sleeq at 10pm tonight at RIA 89.7FM. a veryvery cool and awesome shit song will gona be played...
and yea, SOOONNN! Urbanize will be on the radio too! haha. will have you guys updated.

love!

12:36 PM
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ok. ystdy i went down to wlds and ended up lepak-ing with my old primary sch fren, naziha. seri was dere too. we three like some lost kids, juz walkin ard everywhere aimlessly. simply coz we juz duno wat to do. haha. but had fun la. blah3, seri den went home and so left me and naz.

we sat down at this rc and talk about our life and stuff. blah3, there's dis old man, roller-skatin ard the neighbourhood. until some time, suddenly he went up to us and start to have a chat. blah3, i kinda freaked out when he said bout my character/my 'doings' juz by lookin at my face sia. den, he wanted to read my palm. and FUCKS! i freaked out like hell but i didnt show it to him coz everything, every words he spoke was fuckin damn true ok. damn he's so good. and yea, he said im a rare kind of a person. and he knows my blood type and he said like he ever knew dat i wished to travel and stuff. he knows i like to help other ppl and said dat if problems were to arise, i can always solve them. and, he knew what's my age is juz by checkin out my pulse. fucks. he's great sia. and he knows bout my love life too. damn. he said he's a physician. but i sensed he's more than juz dat. his name is John. and ppl ard the estate seems pretty familiar with him. made frens together. and yea, will mit him anytime sooner again...

so dat was the major thing happened ystdy. damn its freaky. aint it? i bet so. you guys shud mit him too. and thanks to him, ive learnt many things bout myself and facts in life. hah.

today in sch was so STRESSING! got a project to do and hell, today is the longest day i had and the latest time i left sch. damndamn. i was so stressed until i was so crazy in class. makin all the stupid noise and stuff. haha. i realised the clock shows 7.10pm when im done doin the parts dat we have to do for the day. haha. madness, i know.

anw, i went to wan's blog dis mrng and i read his entry of 21st may, which is 4 days ago. and damn, he wrote all about wat he has gone thru seh in his punk rawk life. damn, flashbacks all start to run thru my mind. those times..... haiz. memories.... memories......... he's my old best buddy ever. the guy dat once told me dat im a natural emo-punkrocker bcoz of the way i dressed in sch way back in 2003. and those time we struggle to find a drummer of our own in our band. hah.................. im gonna be emo............... ahaks~

ok la. i think i'll end here. there's more but....... simply juz becoz im lazy oredi. wahahahaha.

till den, take care ya!
-wan, you know me too well...

3:10 PM
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its been a while. well, sorry for my absence. truthfully, i dont know why but im kinda lazy to update nowadays unless someone will like asked me or even scold me to update it. haha. kk. sorry la.

ok. last friday, didnt go to sch coz no lesson. so went out to wlds and mit up my old cliquez. everybody was shocked, as usual, dat i came. haha. intended to surprise them and well, succeed! heh. ok. den went to masjid al-syafa'ah at smbwg for friday prayers with yzd, riffy and freak. blah3, me and yzd actuali planned to watch MI:3 but fucks, the show was 7.15pm. we came dere like 2.40pm. haha. mls nak tunggu. den, i wanna watch 'over the hedge' since MI:3 is impossible. yzd like 'cerewet'. so we ended up watchin ntg and lepak at cwp carpark with him seein me fags and crap stuff. haha. its kinda great ar. but like, i wanna watch a movie! the last was like Harry potter siaaaaa. dat is like.........ermm, November last year? haha... damn....

kk. den blah3, went to riffy's crib again coz i dun wanna go home yet. so we juz chilled at the crib and oso me seein him preparin his stuff for his performance later on. chill3, blah3, den i went home. get change and all and i went out again, to wlds once again. went to the gig at WRL basement. so when i reached, Rikurshay Souls was juz ended their performance. damn i miss their thing. they never did miss our's. haiz. i feel so bad. managed to apologise to him tho. im the type of guy dat often got probs in punctuality you see. haha.

k. blah3, the whole gig was ok. kinda great. freaky z was, as always, funny to the max of the maximum level. hah. k im crappin. but yea, it was fun. and yea, it aite arfah bout you aint cumin down to the gig. im sorry too bout the fact that my mum actuali wanna go to sheng shiong. haha. im sorry.

ok. ystdy, the ndp trainin, was FUN ok. haha. lame ar but ok. fun ar. somehow. we learnt how to dance. lame moves i tell you. haha. and so next week, i suppose we'll be havin our trainin at the stadium plak. how eager i m to experience all these stuff. and yea! i'll be away for a one-night camp in ite simei which applies for all the leaders in their respective grps, includin the assistant leaders too. im an assistant leader for my grp. heh. our mentors said we'll never get to slp for which, we'll have a super fun in the early mornin. they said they'll guranteed we will never regret cumin to this so-called 'camp'. haha. taunt lagi... the malay leaders and assistants were all excited bout dis coz its like normal stuff for us, bein awake till next mornin. the chinese were like, 'huh?? really ar?' haha. alah. im sure they never experience it b4. makan babi je tahu... wahahaha....

im not bias...

ok. today never go out sia.... and im so freakin bored. wtf.............................
tot of meetin rozaimi at bedok and set off to esplanade like we always did. but den, like malas siol. haha. yekeleh! he's my best pal in ite. . . . .

*i realized it too. always... haha.

9:28 AM
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b4 i start my entry of the day, i wanna say.......

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

to all the lovely mothers in Singapore and of course, MY ONE AND ONLY MUM!!!
even tho they'll not gonna read dis but hell, juz wanna wish them and hope they'll have a long life and good health. much of simplicity in life as they're age.

amin~

ok. well, went to Changi Airport, havin our feast of foods and desert at Swensens' with four families, includin mine, on my mum's side. one thing dat spoils most mums juz now. well, the service was rather sucky. my aunts waited like almost more than an hour for her ice-cream. it was rather long for my sis to wait havin her chicken cutlet too. damn it was frustratin. blah3, me, my kuzz and one of my aunt wrote down our feedbacks bout the service on the feedback form provided. critics all jot down. well, really, the service was suck to the max. no doubt bout dat...

den, blah3, had dinner with my dad's side plak. went to a makan plc at Boon Keng, where all my dad's siblings loved havin a meal dere in the old times. hah. and damn, one point of time, my cousins and all were like askin me and bro to perform some skits or juz spit some rhymes for all the mothers dere. paisey giler siol. hell, we juz do it. haha. had fun, despite all the sucky-ness happened today. haha.

well, im home now. and yea, sorry hamizah i wasnt present. was out with fam as you can c. promise i'll make a date to play with you again! haha. sorrysorrysorry.....

ok. im tired. gona go to lalaland!
weeeeee~!

2:59 PM
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okokokokok. im back writin an entry again. dere's many things to write abt. but i'll juz summarise it up.
so yea, go on to other sites if you think you'll waste your time here...

well, last thurs, had fun. haha. it was another great moments i had with my frens in wrss namely-wan, faz, sai, yzd, moon, impy, fafa, freak, riffy, khai and me. went to riffy's condo and we chilled and we swam at the pool and we play the slides, and we crap ard and we fooled ard and we had fun. haha. and yea, we watched a movie entitled, 'Dead bird'. hell its scary and gore. juz a shot at the head can have it all burst off. oh wth. violent nak mampos siol! haha. the sound effect was fuyoh! and the movie is like okok ar. the suspense is great, but the storyline quite a crap. haha. had a fun time dere in dat room, watchin that movie. jokes and all. haha. and blah3, gotta b back home and so i did. and bout an hour ltr, went dere again. by the time, the girls have all went back and afriezal.

and so we chilled at the sixth floor, the outdoor area and it was windy. it rained after a while. and we sat down at this shelter nearby and continue our stuff discussin bout makin a song for miss sulika at her weddin day. im not really part of the performance but i helped out. blah3, went back home and didnt slp thru the night. hidir was in my crib and we stayed up till 6++am. blah3, woke up in the aftern and was kinda late for friday prayers. damn. and so i proceed as planned. met up with shaifful and bro and we headed down to farrer park. got a mitin with mr.imran at his office, together with the other guys who are the top 5. blah3, we go mkn and the thosai is nice. den we all go back to his office and play ps2. haha.

blah3, went home and den went out again. to mustaffa. folks asked along. blah3, home swt home and lalaland. woke up dis mornin and was late for the ndp trainin. reached dere and we learnt balloon-sculpturin. it was fun after we all in Cluster E make the styles and pattern, we stepped onto the piles of balloons. there were girls shoutings and screamings bcoz of the burstin sounds of the balloons. it like fireworks oredi sia. hahaha. great ar. blah3, after dat, went to town and played pool. damn i won all match. haha. it was great. den, here i m, home.

ok. im done writin. tc!
~if only.......................

11:10 AM
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ok. guess wat..

last three days, a girl suddenly came up to me and asked for my number. wanna make friends and stuff and was said a fan of urbanize. haha. and so, i gave her my number. didnt really talk/sms her much anw. blah3, den, for three days now, i kept on receivin msgs from people dat i duno. everytime i were to hear the `msg alert tone from my phone, it will be read 'Hi! bleh kenal2'? from an unknown number. the last was like the 8th time. oh wth. its gettin irritatin and annoyin. didnt layan all of dem den. muahaha. told them to juz talk to me when im online in msn.

geez. ive learnt not to gave my number sembarangan. juz msn. wtf sia. actuali, i dun reli like dis kinda stuff. especially those anonymous person to me dat got my number from a fren dat i know and wudnt tell me who. its so fuckin frustratin. oh well. wth.

last friday, wasnt a school day for me. in fact, for my class. coz there aint any lesson on dat day. so yea, no school on friday. actuali, every friday. so, every friday is a holiday! haha. no lesson will be carryin out on every friday. it was brought forward to thursday. weeee~

ok. anw, last sat, supposinly ive to be down to the arts hse for a meetin of Urbanize's next performance. and damn, i didnt go. well, coz the fact dat me and dad will never get any better with each other. we fought and he didnt let me out. there always fights between us. one moment we're ok and next, we're not. maybe becoz im juz not bein like him. or maybe becoz im not bein like how every dad wud expect their sons to be. but wth. sometimes i juz dun undastan him. at all. yes, i know, he's my father. and every father will always have the right point. but, some things he juz bein too unreasonable. oh well. however, im still his son. and im still tryin to undastan him...

haiz. how crap it seems our life is, we never give up carry on huh...
its either we chose to do nothing and juz let it go or do something bout it fair and square...

haha. i duno wat the crap i have been sayin.....

ok. for this past weekend, ive been rottin at home. haha. nothing else i did besides mapling. with the one and only, hamizah! haha. its fun la playin with her. at least with someone that im havin the fun. haha. really. she helped killin my boredom away seh. and now, she's a lvl ahead of me. haiz. org da tunggu dier abeh dier da naik dulu..... yekeleh! wahahaaha... thx anw...

anw, i like the sounds of music in arfah's blog ar. haha. mcm sedap gitu. alah, i like emo songs wat. haha. and yea, talkin bout her, noticed smtg new bout her. she's becomin a matlap oredi. haha. speakin chinese and stuff. well, anw, we're ok. we're still friends tho. and yea, she's with someone now. not really now. been quite a long time dey're together. his name is Cliff. yea, a chinese guy. glad they both are happy with each other. haha. . . and ive no particular intention or watsoever writin dis down. suddenly tot of the couples and tot of wishin them happiness thru hard and light times... =)

haha. anw, the workers party won sia! woohoo! im not reli into all this kinda things but its dem i've supported. im not reli sure in dis political thing either actuali. haha. maybe not juz yet. you'll never know. haha..

im bored. and.... im bored. cant wait for sch again. haha. its 1am now. 7hrs to go till my ferz lesson of the day starts. haha.

oh yea. before i forget.
Urbanize next performance is on dis 27th May @ YouthPark. time? im not sure myself but will have you guys updated. yeayea. who else performin? the top 5 of platform 6 and ..... ntah. dats all i know. haha. will let you guys know the full details again...

ok la..
till den, take care ya...

4:13 PM
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yeayea....

im writin an entry again...

dere aint antg to talk about today anw actuali. however, had fun in sch. didnt reli had any lesson coz the teacher told us to do juz our thing in class. we're more advanced from schedule dats why. she let us have the whole room for us. haha. came late today for sch. reached bout 2++ in the aftern for which class actuali starts at 12. haha. stomach probs. dammit. i think i have diarrhoea.

ok blah3, went home kinda early coz i need the home toilet . cmon, toilets at home are much more desirable. haha!

okok. anw,
ive noticed smtg.

On Thursday, May 4th, 2006 @ 2mins n 3secs, 1:00AM,
the time will read..

01:02:03, 04/05/06

this will never happen again. make a wish once the time strucks it.....

ok. im bored. haiz.

out.
*mizah, sorry takde alarm clock. aku tdo mati siol... haha...
sorrysorry...

1:34 PM
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blog da ok. entry dah ada. tagboard dah ada. im sorry ar ppl. i duno watsup with it but i think it gotta do with the new song i upload it. wth.

yea. and so, a new skin for the change. hope it looks okay to you guys.

ok. im back from the chalet. and damn, it was a hell of a ride. it was fun, and it was fun. really. haha. first day, went dere at night and i was from my motivator trainin for ndp. damn i was tired and blah3. den, when ive reached at downtown east, my fam haven arrive yet. rite. and ive waited, sittin dere alone for an hour plus. haiz. blah3, at chalet, chill for sometime and blah3 and we go lepak2, watched the vid of urbanize perfomance, makan2 and many more.

den blah3, 2nd day, we spent many hours at escape theme park. coz got free tix. haha! den blah3, go lepak2, den go play pool and arcade. and yea! me, two of my cousins, bro and some of my uncles, we went to play wargames. haha. water bomb and water guns everywhere. cool ar. den, blah3, went to the beach and chill. bein a lil emo at that moment. haha. wth.

blah3, den back home i was ystdy. and hell, it was great. had fun. haha....

anw, i cant find to put myself to slp seh. yekeleh. haha. had a voice convo with mizah juz now. juz accompany her doin her project. haha. it was great. haha.

ok. im sorry guys bout my blog. hehe.......


*fed11,
im sorry that i wasnt present at that time. didnt really meant that to happen. im truly sorry. ive totally forgot bout it and i know its my fault. it wont happen he next time.....

5:19 PM
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