hey...

hello. another fadhli's entry in the makin. so read out...

well, its been quite a frustratin day for me. dad planned out to go to BIG and buy PS2! and fuck! didnt buy. haiz. wth. buey sak. haiya. but nvm. there's always next time. anw, duno why, me and bro now are like desperate for games. few mins ago, we both went to compass point and bought two games. haha! samangat! samangat! samangat! haha. so, later, we're gona, e-n-j-o-y! wahha. so, like, maybe ma b'day, i'll ask him to buy me PS2. wagagaga!

ok. so, ystdy, mit montel! wahaha! happy sungguh! purposely stand from afar for her to notice me when ive reached esplanade. takde lagi lame seh nak dier pandang to me. hmmm. ok. we chill2 until time to homesweethome. i really wan to send her back to wlds sia but i cant! haiz. time constraint. damn. but stil, had a great time seein her. at least im happy that we got to see each other....

umm..... suddenly i duno wat else to say anymore. wahahaha. and i duno why suddenly im like, C-R-A-Z-Y! hahahahahaha. giler. G-I-L-A. haiz. kk. the more i type, the more MEREPEK i goes. hahahahah!!!!!!!
k. adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2:49 PM
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hey.....
ok.
its been four days and people starts complainin. sorry la. like, got no time. haha. sorry2.
so ok.
basically, im now waitin for ma sis to finish up her convo wif her fren on the fone. coz arfah is waitin for ma call since the past half an hour ago. haiz. im feelin so bad that im keepin her in waitin. and i think she's aslp now. hmm....

anw, last two days, monday, i went to east coast. and guess what. me, ma sis and bro actuali saw a typhoon! yea. believe it ppl. many people saw it too. dammit sia. to me, it was like so nice. the way how it formed. damn. i shud have taken a pic of dat and let you all see. haiz. ok. so den ltr, bout ard 7, there was like a storm. the wind blew like tkde lagi kuat sia. until like ard us, three tents were blown away. can you believe it? it was so teruk sia. and, ma tent, it was floodin inside. and ard our tent area, there's flood and da mcm swimmin pool sia. and its mud all over. yea. picture it. the shelter we made, some were blown away too. the ties were all snap sia. and like, the 'storm' ended like an hour or so. and i was out under the rain most of the times as i were like helpin out to tie back the shelters and tents. haiz. i was feeling so fuckin cold and ma hands were damn freakin numb. i cant even feel when ma sis was holdin ma hands dat time. it was one hell of a disaster to me. and now, i think im havin fever. hahaha. sorry arfah...

and anw, on christmas, had an event at bedok. some sort of a family gatherin on ma mum's side. kinda had fun and after dat, i actuali got a christmas party at ma neighbour's crib. and damn, i didnt go sia. coz juz as i got home, i slept. haiz. i totali forgot the party. dammit! i missed it. haiz. gotta wait for next year den...

anw, arfah's mum been warded. and i, sumhow, reli kinda worried bout dat. haiz. i'll pray that she'll be fine and recovers soon...

anw, i miz montel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok. in case y'all wonderin, arfah = montel. since she called me buntal, i called her montel. hahah. and yea, i miz her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sooo like cravin for her everyday. i cant wait for the day we'll mit again. i wanna hug her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cnfrm tight giler nye.... haiz. what have she done to me till im up to this state? hmm. rite. i wan to c her la..... think im goin crazy............

anw, ive juz realised that, i keep sayin the word ''anw''. haha. nvm me. im juz still crappin. it's late. cant blame it. brain's not workin dat well.

i dun think i got anymore to share.
so im outty!

P/S:If you think ma entry sucks, HAHA!
You've juz wasted your time here....

oh. how cruel can i be....

5:54 PM
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hey...
guess what. i nvr sleep yet. i know im crazy. and im mad at myself. coz for the past hours i nvr slp, i nvr call arfah! dammit. i want to. but like, i was out till 4.15am. was wif ma neighbour, his fren and ma bro. they asked me along to jalan kayu and eat, ridin a bike to there. but ma bike pancit sia. so me and bro nvr join. me and bro den go lepak at, we called the plc now 'ducky', and juz chill3. chill3, den mit up mif ma neighbour again. we go lepak under our block and talk3. blah3, i look at ma wrist watch and its already 4. so like we den start to move off. got home 4.15am exactly. he and his fren chilled at ma crib den and i showed them bout ma production thingy. his fren was impressed and stuff. haha. shud see his face. den, chill3 at the crib, den bout nearly 6am, ma neighbour dah cannot tahan so he went back home and 'ZzZz'. his fren den wanna go home too...

so all went back home. ma bro pun den few minutes time, sleep. haiz. and lyk, here i m. still all wide awake. dammit. i cant find maself to put to slp sia. giler. and lyk den, i go msn. and thank god someone's awake. for all you know, its fadhilah. i was kinda surprised that she's in. and i reli thank god for that coz at least there's some survivor. coz im like freakin the damn bored, and like i cant slp! haiz. duno why sia. she oso said she cant slp. haha. and anw, she's goin KL later. in few hours time. hope she'll be back safe and sound. talkin bout KL, i duno every each time i happen to hear bout KL, i wud rmbr arfah. haha. well, guess its becoz she every year go dere. haiz. 'ma! bile nak gi Japan!!!!!!!!!' haiz. buey sak. nvm. nwy, i feel bad sia. not callin arfah is like a crime im doin seh. haiz. im waitin for her to go in msn anw. she always got in early. hope i get to chat wif her later...

anw, actuali got loads to share. but da mls nak type lagi. haha. sorry! =)
take care people. adios!

11:41 AM
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hey...
well, i was browsin thru the blogskin site and found this skin. the pic reminds me of maself. its bout hernie. its like, well, i used to had a hard time to call her in the past. i was like very nervous and i duno why. and now, that feeling comes back. everyday, i really feel like callin her, but at the end of the day, i still didnt. i duno why. i juz cant put maself to dial her number. maybe becoz i got this fear that even if i called her, she dun reli wanna talk to me. maybe becoz im such an ass. like, actuali there's nothing but im juz bein too pessimistic. rite. haiz. well, i miz her. wish to see her someday...

dats all i can say...

9:33 AM
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well, here im writin an entry again...

nah...


hehe...

ILOVEYOUARFAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope our relationship truly last...
let's wait for 211206 plak...
haha...
miz ya....
*hugs*

3:27 PM
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hey...
i feel suck. and im bored. and i dont think i got any better to do other than sleeping. nothing seems to entertain me. im freakin bored. anw, im makin money. cool huh. well, i opened up ma own production and it's juz by sellin beats to any crew who wans one. and for sho', satisfied guranteed. haha. i got a regular customer btw. and ma 45bucks cumin soon. cool shit. cant wait.

anw, its ma FIRST YEAR already being wif Siti Norarfah. its finally here! im so glad we able to get to dis far. and im pretty sure we'll be long. ive made a wish, together wif arfah. and i hope ma wish shall be granted one day. hers too. i love her so much and i hope we'll always be belong together. her name carved in ma heart since day one shall always be remained. how i hope i cud have her by ma side now. haiz. i miz her........

anw, i was chattin wif mizah juz now. kimice. long time nvr tok sia. miz her. hmm. glad we'll be keepin in touch again. and oh yea. hope her probs wif her guy will be aite someday. i'll pray. and anw mizah, i think i got one way. we'll chat again.

so, k la...
im kinda slpy sia. i think im turnin in now. you all take care ar....
tag me lar....

i know it will not be as the same. i know it will all be not as usual. i know how the feeling will be and i know how it wud turn out to be. im sorry that it turn out to be in this way. i never knew in cud end up this way. im sorry that this had to happen. i dun wish for this to happen either. but it happened anw. we have to face it. hate me if you wan, hit me if you need. i dun mind all that as long as i know it'll make you feel better... im truly sorry. we still can mit outside, if you wan. one thing for sure, poly we'll mit again...

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